Monday, August 31, 2009

its a little sore....

Ok so I want to start by explaining my night last night. There's this wooonderful think called webcams! Lol and this awesome site stickam.com quite often has hot guys almost naked on cam. I know there are a lot better webcam sites but the thought that it is a little against the rules and its just a bunch of young straight guys. Lol well anyways I get the oppurtunity to have an app on my phone for stickam mobile! Its awesome! I was up until 4 in the morning browsing the hot guys and occassionally a really hot guy would come along and it is soo hot to be able to jack off to a hot guy live and not have him know! So I finally found this really hot guy! He was talking to this girl about something sexy idk what she was saying but he liked it! He had like no clothes on and it kept saying things like he was gonna flash his penis but it didn't happen but the whole time I was jacking off and it went on for a while and now its a little sore....=( lol but that didn't stop me earlier today =) hehehe

Well I better go see if there's any hot webcam boys tonight =)

well that was a disaster lol

So I tried that stupid mobile blogging thing and it didn't really work obivously well no it worked just not the way I wanted it to lol but I will set up email blogging and then be able to add the pictures from my phone! That's exciting! Lol I can't wait lol well stay tuned for my post later about way more important stuff lol
l feel soooo accomplished! Hahahaha
See I got a lot! A lot! Of problems with my battery so this is awesome! Lol sooo let's see what this can do and hopefully it works! Lol (if it does I wil
So this is just a quick test post! I am hopefully posting this from my phone and that's awesome cause I can text my posts and that will save my battery!
So this is just a quick test post! I am hopefully posting this from my phone and that's awesome cause I can text my posts and that will save my battery!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

its about time! im

Well I'm finaaally home! Omg that was the longest motha f'in weekend of my life!

Let me explain this to you

No cell phone service, no electricity!, no plumbing! Really no plumbing there's an outhouse in the back and you go there to do your business! Omfg eww! In the middle of nowhere! And the thing is its not like we were camping we were staying in a house that was made by a relative! I haven't showered since Friday before we left! Omg eww! I'm just soooo glad to finally be home and in my bed! In my bathroom! My tv! My kitty! My dog went with me so I had her to complain too lol. Omg and the worst thing happened to me! My deodorant broke! And now I'm out until I can go to the store tomorrow! But luckily I have a backup hidden somewhere I have to remember where its at though lol

There was one good thing that came out of this weekend from hell. Well actually two I realized I should write a scary story or book or something cause the things that pop into my head when I'm scared are amazing! So I'm gonna write I book of one story or a bunch of little stories! Idk we will see lol

The second is the person we went to visit grows a lot of stuff (she has all that room why not? Haha) and she grows tobacco! Sooo I brought some tobacco leaves home and I'm gonna dry them and spray flavor on them everyday and make hookah! Sorta anyways lol its a little experiment I could try lol but its real tobacco I've been smoking it all weekend and its good lol.

And I had a small chance to see A but we eneded up not stopping =( I was thinking about him a lot though hoping id see him on the street or something lol. Wishful thinking I guess lol

Well I gotta take a shower before I get anymore nasty and then read and catch up on aaaall the blogs read! I got a lot of reading to do so keep an eye out for comments! Lol

Ill probably post again later...well see lol

Friday, August 28, 2009

Feeling better

So I am feeling better! Yay! Let the job search begin again lol.

My family decided it would be a good idea to take a road trip to see my step aunt who I do like her but the problem is she lives out in the middle of nowhere! I am a toootal city boy and being out in the middle of nowhere is not my style. Its tootally living like paris hilton did in the simple life. Lol its only for the weekend but I am worried I won't have any service! Omg I will die! No blogging! No texting! NO TWITTER! Omg I will die without twitter!!! People will think I dropped off the face of the earth! Omg and people might think its a nice relaxing vacation....um....no! I need people talking to me all the time! I'm very social! Omg what will I do! My mom says ill have service but I don't know.....I got a book to read so I guess that will be fine maybe....lol

But something good about my step aunts house is her son is hot! At least last time I saw him he looked hot lol

We will see I guess wish me luck! Lol

Thursday, August 27, 2009

So in my sick days I get to catch up on my blog reading and finding more to read and unfortunetly some I've discovered and liked are no longer updating...really sad. But there are 1 or 2 I have discovered and they are awesome. Congratulations to all the really awesome bloggers and not just the new ones all the ones I read before =) you'd think I would have more time to blog but I haven't thought of anything to post about lol

Being sick is kinda depressing I dont think my room has been more messy! Omg I'm a huuge neat freak and my room is allllways clean. Always! I have my clothes on the floor my shoes are everywhere my bed hasn't been made in like 3 days. But once I feel better enough to start cleaning omg I'm gonna be cleaning like crazy!

But anyways I wanted to just say congrats to all the awesome bloggers and I hope to be up there with you all soon =)

its that season again....

So every year around this time I just am stuck in bed all day.... stupid allergies! Omg I can't breathe, can't see, can't move, I hate the way I feel so I just sleep in bed...allll day! Lol so I haven't blogged or anything I barely get out of bed to change the disc of sex and the city lol. but I am feeling better and I am ambitious on to making my blog even better! Even though I am only using my phone to post I need to figure out how to put pictures! Lol I don't know exactly how I'm gonna do it but it will be done! Lol I will be able to use my phone in every way to make this blog awesome! Lol

Monday, August 24, 2009

I kinda realized......

So i was thinking last night about J and was wondering....what if she hadnt moved out and she liked me and we dated and blah blah. what if it went to the next step of getting freaky...... then i realized im not really sexually attracted to girls. Like i just want the thought to be there of having someone there whos a girl but i know i like guys obviously lol.

Like with A omg i wanted to go in and jump his bones everytime i saw him!!! but with J its like someone to hold hands with and occasionally kiss and just be together but not the same.

i kinda wanted to specify for everyone in case anyone was confused. (i might be a little confused) lol

well maybe its not im confused its just hard to explain lol idk this post is just kinda of random thoughts i should have put together before i wrote it but ooooh well! lol

Fun party but then sad....

Sooo like i told you guys in a post before i was heading over to a birthday party for K. Now i said that i was soo excited to see J and was soo happy texting my peeps throught the whole day saying how excited i was sooo i made it to K's house and no J. I didnt want to ask where she was because K would have gotten mad and i didnt want to ruin her bday so i just stood quiet and was like ok well thats fine ill see her tomorrow (which is today) but we ended up staying at K's moms house.

But it went bad from there. K told me J had moved out of her apartment =(! omg what am i gonna do now ill probably never see her again! i mean i know where she works and i could stop by and say hi but eww stalkerish right? idk...

But i am actually posting from K's computer lol shes napping (we partyied hard last night lol) so i get her computer to myself lol

but im just sad that theres not gonna be J anymore.....

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Changes Changes Changes

So I took some good advice and added my favorite blogs to my blog. I added alll my blogs I follow because I read all those blogs and I enjoy all of them! And get this very impressive detail I did it all on my phone! Holla! That's why its all the way at the top lol but I will fix that soon. But I do want to say that those blogs I read are very good and I love all them sadly a few haven't been updated in about a week....but hopefully they will come back!


And google is deleting blogs like crazy!!! Omg! Like 3 blogs I liked dissapeared! What the hell!


But I did add to my blog and realized I could do some awesome things and soon when I figure out everything my blog will be awesome! But I guess everyone will just have to be with my words lol (scary thought lol)

I want to thank my 4 followers! I'm really moving up! Lol but seriously I'm very very very grateful to you and if there are people who haven't officially followed my blog but read it I am grateful to them too!

I want to say to my 4 (possible more) followers thank you and I appreciate everything =) and you won't be dissapointed just stick around =)

Birthday fun? or birthday disaster?

So I didn't mention this before but yesterday was K's birthday and unfortunetly she had to work. Ssoooo tomorrow we are celebrating it at this nice little club where people dress really nice and its really upscale...I'm really excited! I am also excited because there's a chance J comes with us! I haven't seen J in more than a month! I have to say I miss her considering the last time I saw her it was a bad day for everybody (but that's another story lol) but now I have the chance to make it awesome and I'm hoping she will notice.

Now you may not remember or haven't gone back far enough but K is my best friend and J is her roomate and K absolutly hates the fact I like J. She gets extremly jealous and it was soo bad we didn't talk for about a week because of it! And ever since then we talked about it iits been awkward...

So I'm trying to plan a little thing for K for her birthday but I want J. I want J real bad! And it seems a little weird for me that K isn't supportive of me and J being together (getting a little ahead of myself but... lol) see in my experience friends are always trying to hook you up with their friends and what better person than her roomate! Right? I guess K doesn't see it that way...


But the truth is I want J really bad she seems perfect the first night we met she sang the fugees "killing me softly". And I was seriously soo close to kissing her. See the first time I heard that song I told my self and cousin "whoever sings this song for me will be my love" and what a coincidence I like this girl and we hang out and she sings killing me softly......


The thing is its all for K's Birthday and that would be soo disrespectful right? But shouldn't she be happy for me she's my best friend and she has said I'm her best friend so...I guess we will just have to see tomorrow night =)

Friday, August 21, 2009

Blog world

Today seems like a really slow day in the blog world. I've noticed some of the hot blogs with the hot pics are fading away slowly.....and some interesting ones about peoples lives are kinda going away too....as a new blogger it will be hard to compete with some blogs but I am determined! =)

boy why am i so obsessed with you

Lately all I've been able to think about is that hot ass motha fucker zac efron!

I spent most of the day just patroling the gossip sites reading all the articles (looking at the hot pictures) of zac. Maybe I'm hoping I missed the day he took a picture of his dick and it got released. No such luck...yet! But supossedly he is rumored to be doing a movie where he has a homoerotic scene in a bathroom! A movie about sex, drugs and zac with another guy! I would be the first one in line to see that movie.

I saved like 15 pics of him to my phone just because he's soo fine! I wonder if there's a way to post pics from my phone into a post.....I'm gonna check that out and share all my hot pics of zac efron on here!

All day I'm hoping to hear something about zac. He is my biggest celebrity hottie! Tootally in love. (Who isn't though right lol I'm hoping these x rated vanessa hudgens pictures will inspire zac to release some or damn why have the hackers got his phone yet!

I mean it could happen look at pete wentz fall out boy hottie and I just googled him randomly one day and BAM his dick popped up lol come on zac we would love to see what you got!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

wet dreams? not me!

Here's a topic I've always wanted to discuss....I remember in 5th grade watching those cheesy educational videos on sex and the male body during puberty and all that stuff and they kept saying to not be scared if you wake up with a wet spot on your sheets.....ummm first of all ewww.

I've never woke up with a cum stain on my sheets. I've had dreams where I was about to sex this hot guy up but it never went far enough before I woke up....

Maybe its because I jack off too much....I've heard that. Not about me but like in movies and articles and stuff. But I have never had the chance to wake up with a wet spot lol. I heard you have to go days without masturbating.....umm....you know how hard that is! I'm 19 and I satisfy myself at least twice a day....at least! Its a huuge part of my daily routine without it ill be moody and it won't be pretty lol

I've always wondered what it would be like to wake up with a cum stain on my bed I mean I would be tootally grossed out and have to wash my sheets immediatly but what caused me to cum in my sleep is what I want to experience =)
Its been a few posts since I've talked about something that I think is so hot! And I was thinking and thinking. Don't get me wrong there are a lot of things that will get me excited but trying to remember all of them at a drop of a hat is almost impossible. But I think I actually found something. Its totally stupid but I gotta say, there are a lot of hot guys out there. There's a lot of pretty girls too but there's a lot of hot guys! Lol

I always look at famous people and think omg if I had one night with them!

My number one is of course as a previous post points out is zac efron....mmmmm I will watch high school musical 1, 2, and 3 just to watch him in action! All sweaty and playing basketball dancing around singing some cheesy song while his muscles just get all crazy! And I've read online a few places he has been approached to be in a new version of equus and to refresh some memory daniel radcliffe showed his goods and if zac efron agreed to this remake of equus and showed his stuff I know I would definetly spend all my money for a ticket to go to that play! While smuggling a video camera in since they are illegal just so I can get those delicious goods on tape!

Who would be number 2.....I guess eric balfour. He's not a huge actor but been in a few movies but as I recall in lie with me when he was dancing around naked mmm I fell in love! But he shows his stuff so its not as exciting

Justin timberlake needs to show some skin! I used to have a big poster of justin in my room he was shirtless wearing white pants and omg he looks delicious! He needs to come out in a movie where he has a nude scene.


Star trek star chris pine is absolutly delicious! I don't remember him in anything else but omg in star trek when he was making out with this blue girl in his underwear his bulge was absolutly huuge! I fell in love the whole movie I was just staring at him and was tootally oblivious on what was going on in the story line lol


Now when I was a younger kid aaron carter was the best thing ever! And I was tootally in love! And then he absolutly dissapeared. Theeen a little show called house of carters omg aaron was soo hot on that show especially a little scene where he just got out of the shower and he was wearing these joe boxer boxers with a huuge smiley face on them and he was arguing with nick and you could tootally see aarons dick flopping around in there! Omg!


Now there's a lot more which will be discussed in future posts but this blog is loong enough! Lol

deleted....

The other day my phone was acting absolutly ridiculous! It just wasn't working the way I wanted it to so I did a reset to wip out all the useless stuff on my phone. It works awesome again and everything works and that's awesome but then like yesterday I realized oh shit! I deleted that picture of my friends bfs dick! Maaan! It wasn't the hottest picture but it could have been used for blackmail or something! Darn it! I was soo dissapointed! Lol I was even gonna post it on here! But nooo I had to delete it! Lol

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

ok guys so where is my life now. I left my friends house so no more A =( buuut that means more J =). I had lunch with K yesterday and it was kinda awkward....she knows like J and she does not like that idea.... its wierd cause i would think she would be happy because i mean two of her friends getting together would be good right? idk i dont understand her sometimes

I miss A though i didnt even really get to see him while i was at my friends house but i still miss him =)

I am discovering some really cool blogs! theres so many i have discovered i like!
most of them dirt ones but who cares i love it anyways.

theres a lot of people that have a lot to say i love that.

New Layout

yay!!! i finally did it!! added a color and some changes to my blog that will be awesome! im soo happy. Now i need to upload a picture and it will be all good!!! yay! On the way to being a awesome blog!

Been so long

Hello Guys, I have been gone for a while not posting. Ive been sooo busy and tired and just plain lazy lately..... but i hopefully will get back on the wagon and continue to write my blog becaue i do enjoy doing it for reals and it really helps with all the drama in my head hahaha

Saturday, August 8, 2009

efron licious!

Omg I wanted to dedicate a post to zac efron. He's mother f'ing soooo hot! Ofmg!!!!!! I absolutly love him! Watching high school musical and I just want to freaking jump in the TV and freaking rip off all his clothes! There is something soooo hoit about him! Omg I just get chills looking at him and when he sings! Omfg

Vanessa hudgens is the luckiest girl in the world! I would give up everything for one night with him! I'm serious! And all tese dirty pictures of vanessa hudgens (I feel soo bad for her but...) where the hell is the ones of zac efron! I mean seriously! I wanna see him naked soo bad! He looks sooo kissable! Well I had to get it out he's mother fu*king hot and I absolutly love him!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Penis

Didn't post last night cause I got too tired so decided to post this afternoon lol.

I am still at my friends house (where A lives) and I was talking to my friend about some stuff and she was telling me some things about her brother (the one I think has a big dick!) And saying she thinks he's gay! Now this kid gets on my nerves like crazy soooo annoying! I have also gotten the feeling he's curious about boys too but the thing is my friend was saying how her boyfriend walked in one day shirtless and her brother got a boner! Mmm hot. Now I hate my friends boyfriend and think he's disgusting as hell but I gguess her brother didn't seem to think so lol.

I've also seen him try and get close to me and he's always touching me (unfortunetly not inappropriatly lol) and he always walks around with his dick bulging (not boner its just big) and he has glanced at my package once or twice. He also trys to see my changing like one day I was getting dressed in my friends room and he comes and opens the door after I said I'm changing! But I was already done changing and I wouldn't care if he saw me naked I would make him let me see him naked lol.

Now enough about him. I wanna talk more about my friends boyfriend now this guy is disgusting, nasty, dirty, gross! Buuut I've always been curious about what he's packing. Soo one night we are all sitting around watching tv and my friend texts her bf and wants a picture of his face for her phone and he send her a picture of his dick! So I was sooo wanting to see this picture right and so after a while I asked if I could use her phone to take a picture. (My phones retarded right now and won't take a picture soo...) and she let me so I fwd it to myself and its not that impressive.

I'm gonna try and see if I can post it on here since its on my phone....lol

Still haven't seen A since yesterday morning.... he's having a rough time right now with everyone doubting him but he will pull through he's strong. Lol

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

its plain torture! =)

I got to spend a lot of time with A today not really spending time with him but he was home tonight. He has a nice ass! Like seriously idk what he was doing but he was on his stomach and he had a nice ass!

I also noticed he shaves his legs! That's sooo hot! He actually shaves his legs! I always noticed he was kinda itching them and I didn't think anything of it (cause when you shave your legs they itch if you don't do it right) and I noticed today how smooth his legs were mmmm love it!

We had a little moment today..I caught him staring at me...idk what to think I just stared back but me being they wierdo that I am I turned away first I could have stayed looking at him but I didn't for some reason lol he's sooo cute.


You may have noticed a lot of my posts are about A but that's because I'm staying at his house with my friend and I get to see him sometimes lol.

The thing is I feel like its torture because he's straight, in a relationship, and is expecting! And I'm still all head over heels for him when I know nothing will ever happen! Idk I feel like I'm torturing myself lol but he's soo hot soo maybe its worth it lol

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Top 5 Places to Have fun with yourself

1. The Shower- So not original but when your in the shower and the water is just pouring down on you and your standing and depending on how intense your doin it once you blow your load you feel all weak and you just wanna drop and the waters still pouring omg best feeling in the world!

2. The guy you likes bed- You know when you hve the chance to be in the guy you likes room and can sleep in his bed you get all hot and bothered and want to jack off where he jacks off (so hot). For example when I sleep in A's bed I definetly do it in there I don't make a mess there's never any evidence but just the thought is soo hot!

3. Your own bed- sounds lame and boring but really you feel more comfortable, and you can just do anything and do anything you want cause its your own bed lol.

4. School- O-M-G sooo hot to jack off at school. The bathroom is empty you go to take a "pee" and you whip it out in the urinal and just do your thing with the chance to get caught or whatever sooo exhilarating for me anyways lol.

5. In a public bathroom- kinda the same as number 4 but not quite. Like when you go to the beach and you go change your clothes or whatever and after seeing all those hot guys you need to relieve some tension. Its sooo hot especially when there's other guys there but your in the stall and they are showering or something mmmmmm delicious.


Well that's my top 5 now I need to go relieve some of my....tension lol shower time =)

a couple days

I haven't posted in a few nights but I usually post while I'm lying in bed and I post and fall asleep but I've been tired lately lol. But I saw A yesterday and he was looking fine as usual he comes home today so ill see him today too. This is gonna sound ridiculous but I made a wish on an eyelash today hahaha I wanna see a naked! Lol that was my wish maybe It will come true lol


Omg I got my twitter back! It got hacked and my password got changed and it took my like two weeks to get it back but I got it! That's my public twitter. I do have a blog twitter that can be followed and Ill give you the website lol and for a select few ill give my public twitter too =) as I am trying to keep my identity a little on the DL lol.


Oh my friends brother has been getting on my nerves lately you know the one I told you about with the big dick. Well he needs to shut up and it would be fine lol maybe if he walked around showing off his junk I could tolerate it more but...he doesn't so I get annoyed hahaha


I can't wait to see A today I'm really excited hopefully he doesn't work tomorrow too so he can spend the day at home and go to the beach or something (one of my suuper hot things, hot guys at the beach lol)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Suuuper hot things!

I wanted to write a post on all the things I think are sooo hot!

1. The carls jr commercials. Omg when audrina is sitting there in her gold bikini eating that huuuge burger it is sooooo hot! I'm already obsessed with audrina as it is but seeing that commercial is like omfg!

The surfer one too where the hot guy is in his van and he's eating that huuge burger stuffing it in his mouth that's hot too!

2.Hot guys at the beach. When a hot shirtless guy is all nice and tan and wearing boardshorts that look like they're gonna fall off at any time that is soooooo hot!!!! Omg

Guys on jet skis trying to show off their moves! That's sooo hot

Guys playing beach volleyball getting all sweaty and they they fall in the sand and sand sticks to their hot bodies! Mmmmm lol

3. When you can see the outline of a guys penis. When guys where basketball shorts with no underwear or even sometimes with underwear and you can see the penis line that is sooo hot! Its all floppin around in there and it wants to come out! Omg its soo hot

Also guys bulges. That's hot too! When you can tell they are a little excited mmm ya!

4. Homoeroticism. Hottest thing ever when two hot guys are partying or something and they are naked pretending they are gonna touch each other or whatever is sooo hot one of my absolute favorite blogs is ADAMSCANDIDS I check that blog everynight before I go to sleep =) it always help relieve all the stress from the day lol

5. When you can see a guys pubes. Now this one is kinda a contradicting topic for me I love when you can see a guys pubes but its sooo much hotter when they are nice and trimmed or even shaved but mainly nice and trimmed. I know I shave and trim mine down I don't want a jungle down there! Idk how other guys do it but I just have like a strip in the middle it looks good soo...it works for me lol


Those are my absolute top five things that are soooo hot! Not really in order just in order of what I thought of them haha

The scarlett letter

So as you know A came home and whatever and all I wanted to do was give him a big hug! I want to sooo bad go in his room right now and just talk to him.....I wanna be the one who's there for him when noone else is. Because noone really takes him seriously and thinks he's just an idiot who's too immature for anything which I think is really sad. I wanna be the one who's there for him all the time and he can talk to me and stuff and I want to pick apart his brain (I wanna do some other things to his body too but that's a different story lol)

I wish he would just realize I am here for him and want to talk to me and trust me with his thoughts and know that I'm not gonna just think he's overreacting or crazy. I really care about him. Its soo weird cause I know he's straight and has a gf who's expecting but there's just that something that just doesn't wanna forget about him.

I wanna know what's causing that feeling like any other person I would be like oh ok whatevs and move on but with him its different. Maybe its cause we've known each other for a while now. Who knows lol

But I'm done thinking about it one side of me wants to go in there and talk to him the other part wants to go in there and just go crazy on him and rip his clothes off and just have fun that way! Hahahaha

He Came Back

Omg the greatest and worst thing happens today. So the best thing is that A came home today. The bad thing is I'm stuck on the couch cause I can't sleep in his bed lol. And another sucky thing is I leave tomorrow =(( so I barely got like an hour of his presence and the other sucky thing is he was having a talk with his aunt who is his legal guardian so I didn't even get to talk or hang out with him which sucked!

I'm glad I got to see him though and hopefully I get to see him tomorrow before he leaves again or I leave =( cause I really do miss him.

Omg the funniest thing happened today (well not by far the funniest but...) so I'm on a walk with my dog and m friend and she goes soo I hear you have a girlfriend. Lol I started laughing and was like no but your mom seems to think so lol. I told her the whole story about J and she was kinda shocked K was jealous and she thinks K has the hots for me hahaha.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Smoking

So ya I have picked up a bad habit....smoking =/

I don't smoke all the time just like 1 a day but I used to be sooo against it but now I realized some of them actually taste good. See I used to only smoke when I partied and drank but now its become more of a regular thing....not good but what can you do right.

Well now I'm tired so I'm gonna take a little nappy nap lol
So I missed yesterday but nothing exciting happened so it was not worth posting anyway.

I wanted to say if your reading my blog and its really sore on the eyes I apologize. I think I said in a previous post I do everything from my phones web browser which works really good but its hard to like upload a photo or decorate it the way that I want. But I promise soon it will change.

And I do want to say I talk about dicks a lot lol. So my blog tends to lean on the perverted side but its what I think about most and that's what I wanted a blog for to express those feelings so I'm just warning you know lol.

I hope the few people who have read and are reading my blog enjoy it. Soon it will be a lot better once I get more readers and have a bigger audience which I am working on right now lol

So in the meantime hope you enjoy what's inside my head =)

Xoxo
Superstar