tomorrow!!

soooo my pride festival is tomorrow and im sooo excited for it!! lol ive never been to a gay pride festival before so im like really excited lol and i get to see N tomorrow too and im soo excited to see him.

he called me the other day....i missed his call cause i was asleep =( but i texted him when i woke up and told him to call me later. but we were texting like all day!!! totally made my day! and then today i was texting him and guess what! he calls me!!! he wants to hang out with me before he has to be where he needs to be for the festival because hes voluntering and then he wants to maybe hang out after too!!! lol

im like a little girl i get so excited when he talks to me lol which is stupid but idk i like him. i told K i was going to see him tomorrow and shes like ugh why do you like him. but i honestly cant come up with anything. thats bad huh? hes cute and an amazing kisser!! like an amazing kisser omg noone has ever kissed me like he did. not even C and i liked C a whooooole lot more!!! but damn! that boy knows how to kiss the sparks were like amazing!!!!! lol i cant even explain it lol

but that cant be the only reason i like him there has to be something else...there just has to be...ill figure it out lol. i just know i really like him a lot. hes all i think about when i think about guys. i dont want to do anything with anyone else because they arent him. except for another guy J i think i might have talked about him. i almost hooked up with him on cinco de mayo and i really like him to....but theres something about N i cant get over lol. and the fact hes actually been talking to me consistently for the past few days is amazing!! lol aaaand he said hes coming to my big party im throwing in a few weeks!!! i just want him here! lol

well ill let you guys know how tomorrow goes. who knows i just might find another cute boy to go after lol it is gay pride after all lol. there will be lots of cute boys there lol