bored.....

I'm soo bored today....I slept all day pretty much! (I know so lazy and gross) I did find this HOT guy on stickam though. Sticakm is a webcam site for people to just be on webcam so people can chat and actually see them lol. I'm addicted! I have an app on my phone so I get to see peoples webcams, and usually I don't talk cause I don't want to lol but this guy was soo lonely so I started chatting with him! And he is hot! I don't think he knew I was a guy though hehehe (sneaky) lol not on purpose I just don't have a picture and it just says my screenname lol oh well it was hot!
But he had to leave and go jog I told him to come back all sweaty lol. I forgot about him in the hour I had to wait so I didn't go back and check lol. I like to watch the boys strip =) and its not all pornoish its just a few hot guys who joke around and take their clothes off sometimes lol. I'm not a big fan of the webcam sites where the guys are all already naked and stuff. I like to see cute crazy straight guys acting silly and taking their clothes off hahaha. And plus its free all those other ones you have to pay hahaha


So anyways I'm getting ready for my marilyn monroe movie night! Popcorn, marilyn, perfectness!



Also this weekend I'm gonna get drunk!!! Jello shots and jolly ranchers and naughty school girls! (The drink lol) mmmmmm delicious! Vodka vodka vodka! Lol even if they don't say to put vodka in it I put it in it anyways lol.

I gotta meet someone soon! I need to find a guy (or girl I guess) and just put myself out there lol.

Anyways! Hope all is well with everyone else. Love all of you! =)

Oh and btw! I got another follower!!!! Wooo hoo I'm up to 10!!!! Yay!

today....

Today was alright I guess lol. I found a few more blogs I really like, I haven't got a chance to add them to my blog roll thingy but maybe soon.

I also today decided I wanted to start making some collages of some of my favorite celebrities. I have been saving all these old weekly magazines, you know like us weekly, ok!, life & style, etc...

It was amazing to me how out of like 20 of these magazines I find only around 10 pictures of Zac Efron! I want this huuge collage surrounding a big poster of him! That's what I really want! I used to get magazines like J-14 and all those teen magazines for this purpose! Ok I admit not only for the pictures lol. But back to zac, his new scary movie hopefully comes out soon which means the magazines will be FILLED with pics of him so I'm excited.

So that's what I am working on, a huge poster of zac with little pics all around in a nice strategic way lol.

I guess I can focus all my desire for a boyfriend into the art of collage making...how sad is that? Haha

In other news, my followers jumped up by 3 today!! Woo hoo go me! It went from 6 to 9! How awesome is that! Lol I wish I got more comments though. Don't get me wrong! I looooove loove looove the comments I get now! Very much appreciated!

But yay 3 more followers! I'm movin up! Haha

Also, my life is sooo excting I finished my will and grace dvd collection (yes, I have the whoole series!) Not I'm onto my sex and the city! Another series I have the whole collection of! I love the wisdom of carrie bradshaw! And the fashion! Her outfits and shoes are amazing! And the sex in this show is awesome! Hahaha not as much penis as there should be but whatevs lol.

So I think that's all in my exciting life lol not too exciting.

You know what's funny though. I used to go out every single night! A different club every night of the week! And that was when I wasn't so outspoken and open. Now that I am I moved with my mom and that all went down the drain I never go out! I hate it! I party with friends and get wasted at their house but I miss the club scene I bet I could meet someone if I went out more!

I will make sure of it to go out way more soon. I miss it lol I want to meet someone. Its what I think about most. Which is very sad. Lol I'm hoping ill be shopping and someone will just come to me lol. One can dream right? Lol

i have decided...

So I'm just gonna come out and say it.....I want a boyfriend! Its true, I'm usually the selfish one who wants to spend all my time and money on myself but for some reason I want a boyfriend. You know that special someone you can talk on the phone with for hours and hours and not get bored with them, who you end up falling asleep on the phone with them after hours and hours of talking. I want that. Someone to go to the park with and hold hands, go to lunch and sit soo close to each other it feels like you are trying to go into their body.

I wanna feel that feeling where when you are with that person its like you are the only two people in the world! Is this impossible?

See for me its weird to talk about it cause I've never really dated anyone before. I had one girlfriend in the 9th grade and she was sooo needy and clingy, she was ugly, and noone liked her. I honestly can say I was embarassed to be with her in public. So when I broke up with her she turned out to be a crazy stalker. It was stupid. But other than that I haven't been interested in dating or being with someone.

Except one person it was a girl we can call N (sorry for the letters I'm not creative enough to make names I like for people so I use the first letter of their name lol) so anyways I loved her. She was like my best friend I thought about her all the time, we went out and did a lot of stuff together, I took her places, and talk about different stuff, her boyfriends, and other gossip. I always said I supported her except for the few bad apples, but secretly I wanted her to realize I was the one for her. She was perfect. I still talk to her to this day and when she texts me I get sooooo excited! I do still have a thing for her of course I actually loved her (and I can't say that about anybody)

But other than that noone has caught my eye to be someone I want to be in a relationship with. (Except A but that's never gonna happen lol) but now I have decided I do want a boyfriend, or a girlfriend I mean id rather have a boy but if the right girl comes along I could deal lol.

And its not even about sex like some people might think its not all about sex.

So ya I just gotta say that now this post has turned into a mini novel lol, just another chapter in my book haha

Well let me know what you guys think =)

penis in my face

That whole Monday night was awesome as you know with J and stuff. Well the next morning I got dry himped by this guy who is K's roommate sorta. Lol he woke us up by humping us. Let me tell you really cute! Ever since I met him I had a thing for himand that whole time on Monday and Tuesday I did get to know him and he's even hotter than I thought doget a little bi vibe from him....I mean he humped me the other morning. And it seemed like everytime I was in the room he got a boner (he would tell everyone and show it off lol) and the morning he humped us he got naked started jumping on the bed and the hit his head and fell on top of me I could feel his penis on my hand! It was pretty hot. He's also very big! Like he's a good size! And when he was with this other girl I know he didn't put out for her so I'm thinking xthere's a little bi vibe going on here. Lol or maybe its just a little wishful thinking lol.


So that was my crazy weekend lol it was pretty fun don't you think? What did everyone else do?

I kissed a girl and i liked it!!

On Monday I spent the day with K. We went to see Sorority Row! Looooove that movie! And my wife Audrina Patridge is in it. And as you know Audrina is on my wifeys list lol. She was in like 10 minutes of the whole movie which sucked but it was a good movie everyone should go see it! Anyways enough about audrina lol. That night it seemed like everyones was at K house so it was really fun we got two bottles of vodka and just took drank lol. I had 6 shots and 3 vodka with sprite lol I was pretty wasted that night lol. But before all that we went to go get J. =D K and J aren't really talking I mean K isn't talking to J lol .....drama. but anyways we went to go get J I was soooo excited cause I wanted to see her sooo bad! And she was getting a tattoo so I got to hold her hand the whole time it was a good experience for me I was there for her and she wanted me there so it was awesome for me lol.

So after her tattoo me and her had a few shots of vodka and we were just kinda ignoring everyone else talking amongst ourselves which I didn't mind lol. And then it turned out she had to go home early =(. But I got to go with them to take her and someone else home. She sat in the back seat with me and we held hands the whoole way! And then we were at her house and she gave me her number again so I can text her and she leaned in to hug me and say bye and then I turned to look at her, and it was that look, that I'm gonna kiss you look, and she leaned in a kissed me! Omg fireworks! I loved it. And then she said bye and got in the front seat and watched her go inside and went back to K's house and I was hanging out and whatever and my phone goes off. I have a text, its from J! We ended up texting the whooooole night! It was awesome! It totally made my day lol eventhough it was just a kiss, I'm totally fine with that lol.


Still got a lot of weekend left lol

im coming out so you better get this party started!

So Friday and Saturday were all about a party I planned all by myself! Well with a little help lol. See that's kind of want to do is plan events for like fashion shows and stuff but I also want to star in them lol. (Which is happening soon but that's later) so anyways I planned this party to be held on Saturday and aaaalllll day Friday I was shopping for supplies and doing stuff to prepare for the party! Which was awesome I love making decisions and picking out food and drinks!

Then on Saturday was the huge party. I woke up at like 7 that morning I went over to the party place and started setting up for the party at 1 it was exciting and it sucked cause our first guest showed up early! But it worked out fine and the party was a success! Once all the guests were a situated and worked out fine where I could finally relax it was time for vodka on the rocks! A lot of people think I'm weird for just drinking straight vodka but I loove the taste! I really do! So anyways I had like 3 of those and it takes a lot for me to get even a little tipsy so I kinda stopped there cause I didn't wnt to get drunk that night cause it was my party I was planning and I didn't want to mess up anything but it was ok lol.


On Sunday was a little bit of a break day. I went to chuck e cheese! I loooooove chuck e cheese! I don't care what anyone says chuck e cheese is delicious and suuuper fun! So I did that came home deep cleaned my bathrom and room. And drank some wine lol.

So that's half of my weekend let's go on to the other parts lol

Craaaaazy weekend!

I haven't had time to post cause I had I think one of the craziest weekends in a while. Sooo many different things happened lol I think I got drunk Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday night!!! That's a lot I say that and now I feel gross lol but it was fun! And the thing is I can't really say everything that happened in one post cause it would be sooo long. So I will break it up into a few different ones lol but it was pretty exciting! For me anyways lol.

sing to me....

I was watching an old episode of glee that new show on fox. And that guy on there is soo hot! Another guy who I don't know his name or anything but not only is he hot, he can sing! Omg I would looove for someone to sing to me. That has got to be the hottest thing in the whole world! I think that's a reason I liked J so much is because she sang to me. But when someone sings to you its soo hot! Unless they are bad but this guy from glee sings really good! Like really really good. Its like woah! I loove it! So any guy that can sing. I will just melt and will do anything for you.

Damn! Its sooo hot! I have to say this because I ...just do lol zac efron can sing hahaa. I was watching hairspray last night and when zac sings ladies choice! O M F G! It is sooooo hot! I love a guy that can sing! I love it I love it I love it!

Who agrees with me? Lol

Mmmm zac efrons new calendar 2010!

When is this coming to my house! Damn! These hot pics would be proudly hung on my wall! Mmmmm only 9 pics though.....12 months in a year but only 9 pics released today....hmmmm lol oh well I want it I want it!!!!!!!!

ITS BACK!!!!!

WOOO HOO! So last night I was about to post a blog about my favorite blog blocked by blogger and then coincedently my phone froze and couldn't post it. So then I gave up cause I just got frustrated and then I stumbled on his blogger profile and found out he had a new blog! Woo hoo! Adamscandids got pretty much shut down by who I believe is an anti gay employer at blogger shutting down all the gay blogs. But he is back! Adamscandids2 is launched! I was sooo happy and it just tootally made me day!

Soo everyone go check it out its a new look and everything all his old archives from the other one are on there as well so that's awesome as well. So let's hope blogger doesn't shut this one down too!

So check it out adamscandids2.blogspot.com and say congrats! He's awesome and his blog is amazing! Woooo hooo!

My celebrity husbands!

This was suppossed to be posted after my celebrity wifeys but it took forever trying to decide what guys I wanted to include. There's a lot of mother f'ing hot guys out there but there's only a few that are my absolute favorite!

Zac efron- Obviously, as if I need another post about zac but I just can't help myself he's soooo fucking delicious! (I'm not the one to swear but it could be used for effect!) This boy is absolutly the perfect person. (Next to jennifer aniston but whatever lol) he has the body, the face mmm the face, and the hair the everything. It just seems one thing I don't know is his you know what! But from the bulge pictures I have seen he seems perfect in that area too lol. He even has the perfect butt! But let's not talk about zac anymore I could write a book about how perfect he is.

Channing Tatum- He's gained a little weight recently and he isn't exactly as hot as he was before but mmmm id still hit it for sure. He was soooo hot in his model/step up days lol

Justin Timberlake- who hasn't fantasized about justin! Seriously in nsync he was always my favorite and he is still always been one of the hottest guys ever!

Now there a lot and I mean a lot of guys I didn't mention who make my pants just a little tighter but if I listed all of them it would be soo long lol

P.s. there are two pictures of channing because I wanted to show his hot body but that other picture is just soooo hot! I had to include it lol

My celebrity wifeys!

Because I'm using my email its not quite set up the way I want but you get the idea.

So I have this crazy obsession with celebrity so I am obssesed with certain ones. Lol so here's my celebrity wifeys

Gwen stefani- I've always been obsessed with gwen stefani ever since she was in No Doubt!

Next, Audrina Patridge- I said before I'm a huuuuge hills fan! Audrina is definetly my favorite she's absolutly beatiful! Omg I loove her soo much! And her movie comes out tomorrow so that's exciting!!!!

Sophia Bush- omg definetly one of the best actresses in the whole business! She doesn't get too many huuge movie roles but she should. She's on another one of my favorite shows One Tree Hill! And she's sooo naturally pretty even without her makeup she's beautiful. I love sophia I wanna see her in more movies damnit!!!!!!!

Paris Hilton! Omg paris, paris, paris. Blonde, tall, and gorgeous! A lot of people don't like Paris but if you look at her she has accomplished so much by doing almost nothing. She is famous for being famous, She is in movies!, she has her own record, she's a model, she has her own hair extension line, she's an author, and she has her own tv show! Now if that's not superstardom I don't know what is!

Now this list used to be soo big! But I reduced it because it was a little ridiculous! Lol but these are my wifeys lol

Straight boys, gay experiences

So there's sooo many videos, stories, and pictures out there of "straight" guys in gay situations.
These internet sites that have this stuff on it are not the only places I've heard these stories. Regular people actually have these gay experiences with their straight friends! I gotta say I'm a little jealous.

See nothing like that has ever happened to me! There's always been hot guys I've always wanted to do something like that with but it just never happened. So what I was trying to get at is. Is this something that happens or is it just a fantasy? And see now that I am older and more open about who I am it probably will never happen. But let's look on the bright side now I will have my own gay experiences that might actually mean something.


So have any of you guys had a straight/gay experience?

So I have a secret....sorta lol

Everyone seems to hate heidi and talk a lot of smack about her which she did deserve it a while ago but I think she really has brought herself up!

And she's absolutly gorgeous! Omg ya she's had work done but honestly if I looked like she did before (see the pic of her and lauren) I would get work done also! Lol

See I am a huuuuge hills fan! And audrina is my favorite but heidi is my second I absolutly love her! I waited for a store to open to buy her playboy (which was very dissapointing because all she showed was her butt but oh well she looked good!

Also her music! Omg here's gonna cause a little stir her music is actually really really good! Now I'm not just saying that because I love her it is actually really good! Give it a listen! For me you won't be dissapointed.

Love you heidi!

tore up from the floor up!

So it was labor day weekend and it came and gone and I partied! I went over to K's house and we drank like a whoooole bottle of grey goose between the two of us! It was delicious! See vodka is the best thing in the whooole world! Its delicious, I don't have a hangover the next day, and I don't get sick! Mmmm yummy! Lol

So we got to talking about things (like most drunks do! Hahaha) and we started talking about J how she's not friends with her anymore and blah blah and suppossedly what she told me J did is mean, buut its soo hard to get over something like that because its not normal for me to just like someone automatically like that. (Unless they are supper fine!) And not usually with a girl. So anyways ya that's what happened with that. Lol

But omg I got sooooo drunk. I was tore up from the floor up!!! Seriously falling over myself! And laughing at something so sttupid like the word the. Hahha seriously when I get drunk I laugh at everything! Lol. The only thing about vodka is it makes you suuuuuper horny! Omg really it does! Lol

Yes I am a virgin but is J was there and she wanted it right then and there we would have done it no questions asked! Lol

Or A hehehe I would have enjoyed A more but that's never gonna happen lol. Not anytime soon anyways lol

So what did you guys do for labor day weekend? Any fun parties?

why blogger why!!!!!

Omg so last night I log on to catch up all my blogs after the labor day weekend of partying!!!!!! And I go to one of my favoritist blogs out there! And omg it says permission denied!!!!! Omfg! It said its under review!

We probably all know what blog I'm talking about...adamscandids. Omg if blogger takes that blog away I will be soo mad and sad.

It seems to me blogger is being run by an anti gay group or something so they are slowly getting rid of the gay blogs.There are countless blogs that have been being deleted and just going away. Its soooo sad! And being new to the blogging community it makes me a little scared to think that blogs are being deleted like that!


I used to go to adamscandids even before I was an author of a blog. I came across it one day....I forgot what I was looking for or what but I went to it and was hooked! Absoultly hooked! I would check it every day and the days he didn't post (which wasn't very often) I would go through the hundreds of archives! And it was amazing! And now thinking there's a chance it could be gone forever is scary! I hope he will be able to fix it. I don't understand what their problem is!


I know there's other blogs out there but that was one of my first blogs I really really enjoyed where I would check it every day and it was just turned into a routine but I have faith in that it will not go away! I am really hoping and just crossing my fingers that it will stay and not be deleted!

Let's alll hope!

what i need to do

So I was thinking and I realized I need to dedicate more of my time to my blog. I kinda just put it on the back burner some nights which really isn't something I should do lol. See what usually ends up happening is I read other blogs and update myself on the ones that still update and whatever and then I end up falling asleep lol.

Also a lot of time has gone to stickam mobile. See this awesome app on my phone allows me to see peoples webcams and its really awesome. Now its not the best webcam site but its not bad. And since I can use it on my phone its perfect!

Like last night this...kinda hot guy who was half naked is sitting there and everyone was wanting him to get naked so he gets up and pulls his shorts down and shows his little briefs hahaha. Well I wouldn't say little but they were briefs hahaha so I've become addicted to that....again. lol

I wonder if there's another webcam site I can see on my phone? I will have to look into it! Lol

Wooo Zac! Gorgeous!

All this pictures I saved on my phone =) I always gotta have some pics of him =)

This is not even all of them =) lol

Yay!!!!!! again lol

Sooooo it worked! Yay! That is my favvoooorite picture of zac efrons face I've seen in a while!

Well I gotta get on posting more pictures!!!! Yay!!!! Lol

Get ready to see an even more awesome blog! Lol

Test picture post! Woo!

Mmmmm delicious if you can see it mmmm delicious!!!! Lol this is one of my favorite pictures of him for sure!

Yay..so anyways

Yay!!!! It worked! I will soon be putting in pictures. Hot ones I find and pictures of hot guys lol its gonna be amazing!!!!

Soo anyways....I haven't been posting because this whole week I have been sooo busy! I kinda started a once a week job so that's what happened yesterday. But I've been busy all this week! Waking up early going to sleep at like 10! Omg lol but its the weekend so I won't be sooo busy. I got to give highlights to someone. And then Sunday I'm going to party with K I wish J would be there but it will just be me and K I think but that's ok we might go to a club so I'm excited! Lol I got some grey goose so that's gonna be fun! Lol

Well I have to do some very important pic posting lol hope you enjoy!

Test post!

Ok so I am trying to set up email posting and I got my email address so let's see if this works. See I wanted to set up email posting so I can post pictures because I can't post pictures the regular easy way because I'm on my phone lol but now that I have this I can! Woo hoo! Lol

I know I haven't posted in a few days but ill explain that in another post lol well let's see what happens! Woo lol