l feel soooo accomplished! Hahahaha

See I got a lot! A lot! Of problems with my battery so this is awesome! Lol sooo let's see what this can do and hopefully it works! Lol (if it does I wil

So this is just a quick test post! I am hopefully posting this from my phone and that's awesome cause I can text my posts and that will save my battery!

So this is just a quick test post! I am hopefully posting this from my phone and that's awesome cause I can text my posts and that will save my battery!

its about time! im

Well I'm finaaally home! Omg that was the longest motha f'in weekend of my life!

Let me explain this to you

No cell phone service, no electricity!, no plumbing! Really no plumbing there's an outhouse in the back and you go there to do your business! Omfg eww! In the middle of nowhere! And the thing is its not like we were camping we were staying in a house that was made by a relative! I haven't showered since Friday before we left! Omg eww! I'm just soooo glad to finally be home and in my bed! In my bathroom! My tv! My kitty! My dog went with me so I had her to complain too lol. Omg and the worst thing happened to me! My deodorant broke! And now I'm out until I can go to the store tomorrow! But luckily I have a backup hidden somewhere I have to remember where its at though lol

There was one good thing that came out of this weekend from hell. Well actually two I realized I should write a scary story or book or something cause the things that pop into my head when I'm scared are amazing! So I'm gonna write I book of one story or a bunch of little stories! Idk we will see lol

The second is the person we went to visit grows a lot of stuff (she has all that room why not? Haha) and she grows tobacco! Sooo I brought some tobacco leaves home and I'm gonna dry them and spray flavor on them everyday and make hookah! Sorta anyways lol its a little experiment I could try lol but its real tobacco I've been smoking it all weekend and its good lol.

And I had a small chance to see A but we eneded up not stopping =( I was thinking about him a lot though hoping id see him on the street or something lol. Wishful thinking I guess lol

Well I gotta take a shower before I get anymore nasty and then read and catch up on aaaall the blogs read! I got a lot of reading to do so keep an eye out for comments! Lol

Ill probably post again later...well see lol

Feeling better

So I am feeling better! Yay! Let the job search begin again lol.

My family decided it would be a good idea to take a road trip to see my step aunt who I do like her but the problem is she lives out in the middle of nowhere! I am a toootal city boy and being out in the middle of nowhere is not my style. Its tootally living like paris hilton did in the simple life. Lol its only for the weekend but I am worried I won't have any service! Omg I will die! No blogging! No texting! NO TWITTER! Omg I will die without twitter!!! People will think I dropped off the face of the earth! Omg and people might think its a nice relaxing vacation....um....no! I need people talking to me all the time! I'm very social! Omg what will I do! My mom says ill have service but I don't know.....I got a book to read so I guess that will be fine maybe....lol

But something good about my step aunts house is her son is hot! At least last time I saw him he looked hot lol

We will see I guess wish me luck! Lol

So in my sick days I get to catch up on my blog reading and finding more to read and unfortunetly some I've discovered and liked are no longer updating...really sad. But there are 1 or 2 I have discovered and they are awesome. Congratulations to all the really awesome bloggers and not just the new ones all the ones I read before =) you'd think I would have more time to blog but I haven't thought of anything to post about lol

Being sick is kinda depressing I dont think my room has been more messy! Omg I'm a huuge neat freak and my room is allllways clean. Always! I have my clothes on the floor my shoes are everywhere my bed hasn't been made in like 3 days. But once I feel better enough to start cleaning omg I'm gonna be cleaning like crazy!

But anyways I wanted to just say congrats to all the awesome bloggers and I hope to be up there with you all soon =)

its that season again....

So every year around this time I just am stuck in bed all day.... stupid allergies! Omg I can't breathe, can't see, can't move, I hate the way I feel so I just sleep in bed...allll day! Lol so I haven't blogged or anything I barely get out of bed to change the disc of sex and the city lol. but I am feeling better and I am ambitious on to making my blog even better! Even though I am only using my phone to post I need to figure out how to put pictures! Lol I don't know exactly how I'm gonna do it but it will be done! Lol I will be able to use my phone in every way to make this blog awesome! Lol

I kinda realized......

So i was thinking last night about J and was wondering....what if she hadnt moved out and she liked me and we dated and blah blah. what if it went to the next step of getting freaky...... then i realized im not really sexually attracted to girls. Like i just want the thought to be there of having someone there whos a girl but i know i like guys obviously lol.

Like with A omg i wanted to go in and jump his bones everytime i saw him!!! but with J its like someone to hold hands with and occasionally kiss and just be together but not the same.

i kinda wanted to specify for everyone in case anyone was confused. (i might be a little confused) lol

well maybe its not im confused its just hard to explain lol idk this post is just kinda of random thoughts i should have put together before i wrote it but ooooh well! lol

Fun party but then sad....

Sooo like i told you guys in a post before i was heading over to a birthday party for K. Now i said that i was soo excited to see J and was soo happy texting my peeps throught the whole day saying how excited i was sooo i made it to K's house and no J. I didnt want to ask where she was because K would have gotten mad and i didnt want to ruin her bday so i just stood quiet and was like ok well thats fine ill see her tomorrow (which is today) but we ended up staying at K's moms house.

But it went bad from there. K told me J had moved out of her apartment =(! omg what am i gonna do now ill probably never see her again! i mean i know where she works and i could stop by and say hi but eww stalkerish right? idk...

But i am actually posting from K's computer lol shes napping (we partyied hard last night lol) so i get her computer to myself lol

but im just sad that theres not gonna be J anymore.....