Thursday, July 30, 2009

I love my closet its huge and filled with clothes

So I can always tell when its not an exciting day cause I wanna talk about more boring topics hahaha

I wanted to talk about being in the closet.

now with me I wouldn't say I'm in the closet I just haven't told everyone yet. I mean if they came up and asked me I would tell them straight up but I'm not just gonna blurt it out, its nobodys business but mine and whoever I plan on being with so whatever.

I hate the people that know someones gay or bi or whatever and pressure them to tell everyone. Like its really noones business in the first place, and second what are you gonna do send a christmas card with I'm gay written inside......I don't think so....I mean if you want to tell the whole world soo be it but for me I feel like its noone business but if they ask me I will tell them straight up whether its what they want to hear or not I am my own person and if you can't respect that then I don't need you in my life. Like it was funny cause I was riding in the car with my dad one day and we were talking about this movie....what was it....I think it was like epic movie or meet the spartans or one of those stupid movies well we were talking about how there were a lot of homoerotic scenes in that movie and it made him uncomfortable....and him saying that kinda made me mad cause he doesn't say that when he's watching his porn movies and some guys dick is all in some girls mouth. But two guys kissing makes him uncomfortable because they were both guys get over it! And I didn't say it but I was thinking what will happen when I bring a boyfriend over for christmas or something and I'm making out with him are you gonna be uncomfortable? I was gonna say it but....I thought otherwise lol

Now back to the closet thing. Honestly I actually like being around someone who's in the closet because when he's with you its different because your sneaking around and its more risky...idk I think it would feel different but I don't really know anything cause I've never been with a guy before...or really a girl for that matter lol I only had on girl in my life and we weren't even dating lol I just obsessed over her and didn't want to be with anyone eslse lol

And I think too for me its different because I can be with a boy or a girl so its...idk what the word is but...

And people tell me oh how do you know if you like boys if you've never been with one?

All I did was look down and was like because everytime I see a hot guy that thing gets excited and I pointed to my pants haha it was awesome we both laughed about it lol

But to wrap things up if someones having a problem coming out of the closet buy them some more clothes to put in there! Don't pressure them to come out its nobodys business

Xoxo
Superstar

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