efron licious!

Omg I wanted to dedicate a post to zac efron. He's mother f'ing soooo hot! Ofmg!!!!!! I absolutly love him! Watching high school musical and I just want to freaking jump in the TV and freaking rip off all his clothes! There is something soooo hoit about him! Omg I just get chills looking at him and when he sings! Omfg

Vanessa hudgens is the luckiest girl in the world! I would give up everything for one night with him! I'm serious! And all tese dirty pictures of vanessa hudgens (I feel soo bad for her but...) where the hell is the ones of zac efron! I mean seriously! I wanna see him naked soo bad! He looks sooo kissable! Well I had to get it out he's mother fu*king hot and I absolutly love him!

Penis

Didn't post last night cause I got too tired so decided to post this afternoon lol.

I am still at my friends house (where A lives) and I was talking to my friend about some stuff and she was telling me some things about her brother (the one I think has a big dick!) And saying she thinks he's gay! Now this kid gets on my nerves like crazy soooo annoying! I have also gotten the feeling he's curious about boys too but the thing is my friend was saying how her boyfriend walked in one day shirtless and her brother got a boner! Mmm hot. Now I hate my friends boyfriend and think he's disgusting as hell but I gguess her brother didn't seem to think so lol.

I've also seen him try and get close to me and he's always touching me (unfortunetly not inappropriatly lol) and he always walks around with his dick bulging (not boner its just big) and he has glanced at my package once or twice. He also trys to see my changing like one day I was getting dressed in my friends room and he comes and opens the door after I said I'm changing! But I was already done changing and I wouldn't care if he saw me naked I would make him let me see him naked lol.

Now enough about him. I wanna talk more about my friends boyfriend now this guy is disgusting, nasty, dirty, gross! Buuut I've always been curious about what he's packing. Soo one night we are all sitting around watching tv and my friend texts her bf and wants a picture of his face for her phone and he send her a picture of his dick! So I was sooo wanting to see this picture right and so after a while I asked if I could use her phone to take a picture. (My phones retarded right now and won't take a picture soo...) and she let me so I fwd it to myself and its not that impressive.

I'm gonna try and see if I can post it on here since its on my phone....lol

Still haven't seen A since yesterday morning.... he's having a rough time right now with everyone doubting him but he will pull through he's strong. Lol

its plain torture! =)

I got to spend a lot of time with A today not really spending time with him but he was home tonight. He has a nice ass! Like seriously idk what he was doing but he was on his stomach and he had a nice ass!

I also noticed he shaves his legs! That's sooo hot! He actually shaves his legs! I always noticed he was kinda itching them and I didn't think anything of it (cause when you shave your legs they itch if you don't do it right) and I noticed today how smooth his legs were mmmm love it!

We had a little moment today..I caught him staring at me...idk what to think I just stared back but me being they wierdo that I am I turned away first I could have stayed looking at him but I didn't for some reason lol he's sooo cute.


You may have noticed a lot of my posts are about A but that's because I'm staying at his house with my friend and I get to see him sometimes lol.

The thing is I feel like its torture because he's straight, in a relationship, and is expecting! And I'm still all head over heels for him when I know nothing will ever happen! Idk I feel like I'm torturing myself lol but he's soo hot soo maybe its worth it lol

Top 5 Places to Have fun with yourself

1. The Shower- So not original but when your in the shower and the water is just pouring down on you and your standing and depending on how intense your doin it once you blow your load you feel all weak and you just wanna drop and the waters still pouring omg best feeling in the world!

2. The guy you likes bed- You know when you hve the chance to be in the guy you likes room and can sleep in his bed you get all hot and bothered and want to jack off where he jacks off (so hot). For example when I sleep in A's bed I definetly do it in there I don't make a mess there's never any evidence but just the thought is soo hot!

3. Your own bed- sounds lame and boring but really you feel more comfortable, and you can just do anything and do anything you want cause its your own bed lol.

4. School- O-M-G sooo hot to jack off at school. The bathroom is empty you go to take a "pee" and you whip it out in the urinal and just do your thing with the chance to get caught or whatever sooo exhilarating for me anyways lol.

5. In a public bathroom- kinda the same as number 4 but not quite. Like when you go to the beach and you go change your clothes or whatever and after seeing all those hot guys you need to relieve some tension. Its sooo hot especially when there's other guys there but your in the stall and they are showering or something mmmmmm delicious.


Well that's my top 5 now I need to go relieve some of my....tension lol shower time =)

a couple days

I haven't posted in a few nights but I usually post while I'm lying in bed and I post and fall asleep but I've been tired lately lol. But I saw A yesterday and he was looking fine as usual he comes home today so ill see him today too. This is gonna sound ridiculous but I made a wish on an eyelash today hahaha I wanna see a naked! Lol that was my wish maybe It will come true lol


Omg I got my twitter back! It got hacked and my password got changed and it took my like two weeks to get it back but I got it! That's my public twitter. I do have a blog twitter that can be followed and Ill give you the website lol and for a select few ill give my public twitter too =) as I am trying to keep my identity a little on the DL lol.


Oh my friends brother has been getting on my nerves lately you know the one I told you about with the big dick. Well he needs to shut up and it would be fine lol maybe if he walked around showing off his junk I could tolerate it more but...he doesn't so I get annoyed hahaha


I can't wait to see A today I'm really excited hopefully he doesn't work tomorrow too so he can spend the day at home and go to the beach or something (one of my suuper hot things, hot guys at the beach lol)

Suuuper hot things!

I wanted to write a post on all the things I think are sooo hot!

1. The carls jr commercials. Omg when audrina is sitting there in her gold bikini eating that huuuge burger it is sooooo hot! I'm already obsessed with audrina as it is but seeing that commercial is like omfg!

The surfer one too where the hot guy is in his van and he's eating that huuge burger stuffing it in his mouth that's hot too!

2.Hot guys at the beach. When a hot shirtless guy is all nice and tan and wearing boardshorts that look like they're gonna fall off at any time that is soooooo hot!!!! Omg

Guys on jet skis trying to show off their moves! That's sooo hot

Guys playing beach volleyball getting all sweaty and they they fall in the sand and sand sticks to their hot bodies! Mmmmm lol

3. When you can see the outline of a guys penis. When guys where basketball shorts with no underwear or even sometimes with underwear and you can see the penis line that is sooo hot! Its all floppin around in there and it wants to come out! Omg its soo hot

Also guys bulges. That's hot too! When you can tell they are a little excited mmm ya!

4. Homoeroticism. Hottest thing ever when two hot guys are partying or something and they are naked pretending they are gonna touch each other or whatever is sooo hot one of my absolute favorite blogs is ADAMSCANDIDS I check that blog everynight before I go to sleep =) it always help relieve all the stress from the day lol

5. When you can see a guys pubes. Now this one is kinda a contradicting topic for me I love when you can see a guys pubes but its sooo much hotter when they are nice and trimmed or even shaved but mainly nice and trimmed. I know I shave and trim mine down I don't want a jungle down there! Idk how other guys do it but I just have like a strip in the middle it looks good soo...it works for me lol


Those are my absolute top five things that are soooo hot! Not really in order just in order of what I thought of them haha

The scarlett letter

So as you know A came home and whatever and all I wanted to do was give him a big hug! I want to sooo bad go in his room right now and just talk to him.....I wanna be the one who's there for him when noone else is. Because noone really takes him seriously and thinks he's just an idiot who's too immature for anything which I think is really sad. I wanna be the one who's there for him all the time and he can talk to me and stuff and I want to pick apart his brain (I wanna do some other things to his body too but that's a different story lol)

I wish he would just realize I am here for him and want to talk to me and trust me with his thoughts and know that I'm not gonna just think he's overreacting or crazy. I really care about him. Its soo weird cause I know he's straight and has a gf who's expecting but there's just that something that just doesn't wanna forget about him.

I wanna know what's causing that feeling like any other person I would be like oh ok whatevs and move on but with him its different. Maybe its cause we've known each other for a while now. Who knows lol

But I'm done thinking about it one side of me wants to go in there and talk to him the other part wants to go in there and just go crazy on him and rip his clothes off and just have fun that way! Hahahaha

He Came Back

Omg the greatest and worst thing happens today. So the best thing is that A came home today. The bad thing is I'm stuck on the couch cause I can't sleep in his bed lol. And another sucky thing is I leave tomorrow =(( so I barely got like an hour of his presence and the other sucky thing is he was having a talk with his aunt who is his legal guardian so I didn't even get to talk or hang out with him which sucked!

I'm glad I got to see him though and hopefully I get to see him tomorrow before he leaves again or I leave =( cause I really do miss him.

Omg the funniest thing happened today (well not by far the funniest but...) so I'm on a walk with my dog and m friend and she goes soo I hear you have a girlfriend. Lol I started laughing and was like no but your mom seems to think so lol. I told her the whole story about J and she was kinda shocked K was jealous and she thinks K has the hots for me hahaha.

Smoking

So ya I have picked up a bad habit....smoking =/

I don't smoke all the time just like 1 a day but I used to be sooo against it but now I realized some of them actually taste good. See I used to only smoke when I partied and drank but now its become more of a regular thing....not good but what can you do right.

Well now I'm tired so I'm gonna take a little nappy nap lol

So I missed yesterday but nothing exciting happened so it was not worth posting anyway.

I wanted to say if your reading my blog and its really sore on the eyes I apologize. I think I said in a previous post I do everything from my phones web browser which works really good but its hard to like upload a photo or decorate it the way that I want. But I promise soon it will change.

And I do want to say I talk about dicks a lot lol. So my blog tends to lean on the perverted side but its what I think about most and that's what I wanted a blog for to express those feelings so I'm just warning you know lol.

I hope the few people who have read and are reading my blog enjoy it. Soon it will be a lot better once I get more readers and have a bigger audience which I am working on right now lol

So in the meantime hope you enjoy what's inside my head =)

Xoxo
Superstar